it has been awhile since i last updated my blog here.. to all thise who knows..apart from me having a personal blog that nobody elso know except for me myself.. its because one of my closest person passed away.. on the 23rd january 2010.. haish.. to all those who tagg my blog..ella/zul..
thankyou so much..

indeed its a big blow for me and family due to many death happening..
indeed im very weak now..
its hard to handle this blow..but i know sooner or later we'll adapt to it.
maybe not yet cause she has been apart of our daily routine each days.. so w/o her its a hard thing to swallow.. insya'allah everything will be okae..
have taken a few days off from school,cause i know even if i were to go to school yet.. i wont be able to concentrate.. haish..
daddy gave me that permission,cause im close to grandma..
haish..


i wish everything is just a dream..
& everything will be okae again after i woke up..
but i know..
sooner or later i have to accept the fact that she's no longer here..
somehow i wish i can hear her lectures again..
but i guess now all ii can do is to pray for herr.
and live my best till my last breathe..
seeing her lying on the bed,
make me realise that i have taken things for granted..

to my friends who came to pay a visit..thankyou so muchh..
ii appreciate it..even if you just came just to say or anything..
its truly appreciated..

last day of holidayy and in less than 24 hours a new chapter will start to open. School's gonna reopen and jyeahh i mish my people..not to mention the lecturers, and coursemates too..
whenever i had this on my mind, butterflies will keep flying on my stomache.. nervous,scared and a few more emotions and feelings merging together.
but the most one is HAPPY..jyeahh..my mind gonna filled with schools stuff and friends to make my day. weee..:D
to lovable coursemates, see ya tomorrow:D..


date to be noted down: 9jan2010 (maman's engagement/ alia's 6th birthday.


[baby,everythings gonna be better for both of us..hopefully]

It's been awhile I've not been updating my blog. Dearest bloggy & dearest friends.. Thank you for communicating on my chatbox. Saranghae<3

Many ups and down has happen in my life.. But I guess there's just too much to update you guys in one time. Those who know me will know what has been bothering me for the past few days, months and maybe years.
Till then<3

hey PeOPLE~!1.. im baacckk!!!..heheee..
5days vacation to mlaysia was super great,except for the fact for those nightmares i had and also body temperature running..ermm..caugh fever there..but nahh..its okae..its worth it,and im recovering..insya'allah..
Hmm.. below will be some pictures which i've uploaded throughout the journey..snap,snap..there are some at dad's camera.. will upload laterh okae??..
first on the list..to GunungLedang..
took a group picture there..dadie snap2..hehee..i don't realise that mai hair is growing longer and yea... after snap that picture..walk to our destination.. and yeahhh.. off to go inside..wooshh.::P
spent the whole afternoon there..great..had lots of fun exploring with cuzzies...and yeahh have i told you above people are from mum's side..love each one of them cause they just make us smile and goo-goo-LA-LA:))

heyhoo people..it will be 23rd of december soon and within a few hours i'll be out of singapore for a period of time.within one week or perhaps more.. then i'll be back..
and to my coursemate.. school's going to reopen on the 4thjan2010..so jyeahh..
meet up soon people..and lovely gurfy2.
and to wanie..
once again congrats on your engagement...
though i will not be there to see you both...exchanging those ring..
i wish both of ya best wishes..and are being bless without any hardship nor obstacles..
may you both last till infinity..best wishes..Syazwani & Firdaus.
to dearie monyetku..takekaire okae..will text you as soon as im back oukeyh...

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