.Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 9:33 AM Y
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haloo lovable peolpe...its my 2nd post for todae ii dnnoe why but it seem so hard for me to close mai eyes and go off to Lala-land..
joinin baby at there:D
missin hym loadzz.. cause i've not been able to meet hym for the past two daes..
im sorie baby,
we'll mit up soon okeyhh cyg..
anyway to those not interested to proceed on reading this post of mine..
eu may scroll down..okii:D
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bby re eu happy bein wif mii.. or eu forcin euself to?
bby how much ii meant in eur life?..
or who am i to youu..?..
cause i'm afraid... afraid that everitink isn't wht ii think..
and feared of being hurt once again..
cause ii noe if one day eu choose to go..
out of ma life..
ii won't be able to stand like ii used to or even continue the way ii am now..
there are just too many things tht we've gone through..
those feeling of being loved & cared from you...
those laughter & sorrow we used to have..
those warmness feeling eu gave,each daes..
those path we used to take together...
those jokes from youu..
& many more...
everything won't be tha same. though ii have frens to cheer mii..
or even try to understand mii..
but ii noe its not gonna be easy..
im saying all this cause im starting to realise..
maeb its true..when eu sae i've change..
its mainly due to those problems which i've faced or e now facing is the one which changed mi..
ii no longer smile like ii used to..
baby,no matter how ii change...
deep down inside im still the gurl eu noe..
& those feelings have never fade from my heart..
ii meant it when ii sae 'I LOVE YOU & WILL OLWAES DO.."
